"You are not special. You are not a beautiful or unique snowflake. You are the same decaying organic matter as everything else."
"You are not your job. You are not how much you have in the bank. You are not the contents of your wallet. You are not your fucking Khakis.You are not a beautiful and unique snowflake. You are the all-singing, all-dancing crap of the world."
"We were raised on television to believe that we'd all be millionaires, movie gods, rock stars, but we won't. And we're starting to figure that out."
"The things you own end up owning you."
"This is your life and it's ending one minute at a time."
"Hitting bottom isn't a weekend retreat. It's not a goddamn seminar. Stop trying to control everything and just let go! LET GO!"
Ain't that the truth, it's a capitilist world for certain countries, we are all going to die one day, the world keeps moving. It's deceptive, there are two layers, we are only pretending to be nice to each other because it benefits us. You saw a bit of that, you saw right through the layers. We find out we are not special or unique like celebrities or models and we can't control everything in the world. Maybe it's better to just let it go and try to find joy in your life, from videogames, from finding a job you like, being in a relationship of the opposite sex. If you see the world like that, I think you will be happier. I like to think we are in one big trash can, some areas are less filthy than others and stink less, yet we are part of the same compost heap. You are the same decaying matter as everything else.
Maybe improve your social skills, understand how money works, learn how to invest, start a business, how to run a company, work for others. Try to accept reality and try to see the good side of it, even though reality sort of sucks and ppl use drugs to disconnect from it, there are still good things in life. Be competent at your job or whatever you do. Don't trust ppl that easily, not everyone is nice, they might be pretentious, that's what I learned. They don't care about you and if they do it's for their own benefit. Ppl are emotional creatures, they are not logical. Question everything, every belif, the way you see the world, there is alot of deception your seeing right now. This is good advice, I should actually take my own advice, lol.