I feel when they finally speak, and I'm able to hear their voices, I can start healing from my side of this whole thing. As of right now I feel as if I have lost a close friend and to hear my other friends would allow me to at least breathe a bit easier.
I won't lie. I am so scared. I can't imagine a future in GB without Ryan, but I know there has got to be one. It won't be easy at first, or even for a while, but he will always be with us. I just feel so bad.
I guess this is an outcry to kinda just shoot the shit and know I'm not alone with my above thought. Of course I agree they should take all the time they need. It's just rough.