I very much hate myself, and the hate is deep. Minute by minute, I feel like life should be different for me. Just about every night, I think about dying, because I cannot really think of a great purpose to live. I'm so mentally ill, I cannot stand it... and yet I'm still here.
So people of GB, Do you love or hate yourself? Please tell everyone the reason why. For those people who love themselves, give people who hate themselves some encouragement... though it isn't necessary to really give me any encouragement. I'm very much over-cooked it's pathetic.
Also, on Wednesday, February 1st, I'll be posting a special blog... so you all don't want to miss it. =-)
Update on the Self-Hate Issue:
It turns out that when I mentioned and pushed the situation onto my parents, they were yet again not buying it. I’m not going to push the issue any further with them, because it’s not worth me seeing their health going down the toilet because of a problem that is going on with me. I love them very much, and I will do anything to let them know that I’m ok… whether I really am or not. It looks like the therapy will not initiate. I would appreciate it that the suggestions to do therapy to stop, because it’s not going to happen. There were a few here that put the pressure on me in a private PM, but I’m not going to say whom; just know that it is time now to STOP. It was a conversation and a half with my parents, so yeah… no more suggestions about me getting help. I do not wish to discuss what happened in that conversation either.
No more comments/suggestions toward me please in this public forum topic. Feel free to PM me about the self-hate issue if you really feel the need to say something to me. I will answer you, but sometimes not right away. Otherwise, this topic is pretty much a discussion that is directed more toward me more so than the actual topic. Even though this thread has discussion value, I might equest for this thread to be locked if my wishes are not honored. Please continue to discuss whether or not you love yourself and why.
Best of wishes to you all, and I hope that we will one day all come to love ourselves and even others. May there be at least one day where all the hate is totally gone from the world.