@stryker1121: I ain't going nowhere.
@Tireyo643 said:I'm going to say something that might make you think I didn't read what you wrote. So I'm quoting you so you know I read what you wrote. And then once you get past that you might still get mad. But trust me on this. (I'm figuring I've some years on you so I've a little more learned about living with and hating yourself, discount if I'm wrong). You say you "accept reality and understand how things are" but you are having trouble "coping." I'm going to tell you that 95% what is going on is that either your understanding of yourself and reality are not complete or you have not yet accepted this. I'm also going to tell you with 95% certainty that there is no difference between acceptance/understanding and coping. Once your understanding and acceptance are complete, you will have no coping problem. That being said, the minute you start coping with more ease, you'll probably realize this, and kick yourself. I did.
@mfpantst: I accept reality and understand how things are, what I'm having trouble with is just cope with it.