No, I’m not gay… and I’m not straight either, nor bisexual. I’m one of those rare people who cannot find anyone attractive, and I avoid intimate relationships at all costs. The uncommon terminology that is referred to people of my type is one who follows celibacy. By no means am I avoiding intimate relationships because of religious purposes, but as I cannot be physically attracted to another being in an eagerly sexual manner. I also do not want to get married. I don’t know how to really explain all of this. I just do not have that drive, want, or need to “settle down” or really love someone in such a romantic manner. I cannot really understand, comprehend, or simply get the fact as to why to love and… mate. I’m amused that people get into these types of relationships, but I just want no part of it in any manner meaning that I do not want a romantic relationship. I’ve pretended to be something I’m not… because all the people I know have this ideology that there is someone out there for everyone, and everyone has the nature of wanting to have sex, as humans are sexual beings. I am the contraction to that ideology. So I am sorry for lying, because not many really understand my situation. I do find the human sexual relations quite revolting in any case, but I understand that it’s in very many people’s nature. I’m one of those very rare people who actually do not want to have sex, want to know what it’s like to have sex, want to really know what it is like to really love and commit, and whatnot. I have no interest at all! The only thing I like to know is peoples reasoning as to the real reason why they love and commit to another, course I get the same answer over and over... but still its amusing cause answers can be funny!
I don’t want to be considered heartless, as I have a very big heart. The fact that I’m like no one else, which is probably why I’m truly the insane one, shouldn’t alter any opinions about me. Do not pity me, do not think that I need to “get laid”… because you’ll have to strap and rape me to do that which I’ll hate very much, and do not feel sad for me… because I do not want an intimate relationship or have any type of sexual relations with anyone. I’m still the same, loveable, crazy, insane, moronic, and everything else you can think about me that you the people have come to like and in some cases dislike about me. Some of you may already know about my situation, and some may not. Ones do not know now knows! YAY!
So what do you all think about my situation? What do you think my parents and family would think if I told them all this? You think it would tear them apart? Really what do you all think, because I’m curious! No one has really told me to tell me, if that makes since. Also, ask me anything about this situation!
Love you all, and until next time.
I love this song!