@joshwent: Firstly, when I said there was "no altered state of consciousness", I should have said "a slightly altered sate of consciousness". That was my bad. I've had experiences with substances that have GREATLY altered my state of consciousness, and was comparing it to those.
Secondly, my quote was actually "to look cool, or fit in, or to just rebel, reduce stress(which is purely psychological), or whatever." "Or whatever" would include those physical effects you mentioned. I was just listing the most common in today's society.
I started when I was 13, and will be 32 in June. I've smoked for a longer period in my life than I haven't. After nearly 19 years of smoking, the reduced stress doesn't really come from any physiological affect, it is (in my case, specifically) a purely psychological effect because I don't want nicotine for a few minutes. Which is why I will occasionally light one up just a minute or 2 after I finished one. As you mentioned, the ritual of smoking is just as much a part as the actual tobacco. A lot of heroin addicts are also addicted to the ritual of shooting up. And, yes, lighting something on fire to smoke it is immensely satisfying. Even though the benefits of vaporizing Cannabis far outweigh smoking it, I still will roll a fatty every now and then. Because I like the actual process of rolling, even though vaporizing taste better and is more efficient.
It is fucked up to me, because I can't really give a definitive answer as to why I do it, other than the fact that I'm addicted. It doesn't do anything positive for me, I've been smoking so long that most of the physical effects barely effect me at all, or at least not very much, I reek of smoke, all the time, it yellows my teeth, and its really getting expensive. If an addict told me that they weren't getting high from their drug of choice, but kept doing it and paying for it (which is basically my situation with cigarettes)t, I would definitely call that "fucked up".
I've tried e-cigs and didn't like them. If I'm going to vaporize anything, it surely won't be tobacco. I'd much rather just break my addiction to nicotine all together.
Just stop, huh? I've done that. No patch, no gum, just pure will power. I quit just before I turned 18(ironic, seeing as how I would have been able to legally purchase smokes) and didn't touch a cigarette again until I was 20. I quit again when I was 23, but that only lasted about a year.
Why don't you stop? Put the E-cig down for 2 days and tell me you don't want any nicotine at that point. Better yet, quit for 2 days then go hang out with a bunch of people who smoke. Better even than that, smoke for more than half your life, then quit for 2 days, THEN go hang out with smokers. Being an addict, is being an addict. It doesn't really matter what the substance is. Once your addicted, you will ALWAYS be addicted. You could quit now, but for the rest of your life, all it will take to get hooked again, is one shitty day. One fight with your significant other. One small, insignificant thing. And BAM!!....your right back in the game. Ask anyone who has had a drug or alcohol problem, and they will tell you getting clean is the easy part. STAYING clean is the truly hard work. That's speaking from experience.
You may not realize it yet, but your an addict, too. Welcome to the club.....
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