Since I was 13 I've had thoughts that really got me upset, I'd wonder what would happen to me if I died, where would I go? As I grew older I began to consider the idea of my death more deeply. So as a result I get these occasional bursts of panic where I think "If I have consciousness or not, the world or universe will go on forever anyway, it will never end, surely after millions of years it will just get tedious eventually, ".
I sometimes get so upset thinking about this that it makes me pace around the room and cry, this is serious to me so please don't make fun.
I realized that this looks like it just boils down to "what happens when we die " but I'd prefer it to be a discussion about accepting death,,