It took a long time but i finally have a sit down at my desk job, IT field. Cant really complain as i get paid better than i ever have to mostly sit and deal occasionally with sometimes annoying people. I have a lot of confidence issues though and being surrounded by many people i feel are way smarter than me doesn't help. I feel also it's a little too good to be true, that i'm not deserving of of it even though it is in no way high level. It's merely better for me than anything i've had before, though i still consider myself fortunate. Just worried maybe that im going to lose it constantly, along with the lack of confidence issues.
So yeah i guess i have nothing to hate, really.