Yep. That, much like a lot of other nonsense present in Evangelion, is never clearly explained in the series or the movies. When in doubt: all the pseudo-gnostic symbolism is pretty meaningless, the ending isn't supposed to make sense, and yes, Shinji really is that much of a whiny bitch. That being said, I still like it, perhaps because of how batshit crazy it is, something that is only helped in the Rebuild movies since they also go out of their way to make some of the characters less detestable.
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