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I'm not sure why, nobody take this the wrong way. But I'm not sure why I am having so much trouble writing in this blog. It's not that I don't want to, quite the opposite. It's just something I can't quite place my finger on. It's not that my lust for video games is on the deciest, it's actually higher at the moment than it has been all year. It's just... I don't know...
As I'm laying here, I feel in a creative mood. I'm not one for artistic expression. I'm more of the type of person who expresses themselves through their writing. I have these moments, where I have so much pent up creativity it's almost a waste to bottle it up as I do. Not trying to brag, my writing is far from perfect as most of the grammatical and spelling errors will suggest. Nothing a proof read couldn't solve, or maybe more enthusiasm.
Maybe that's it, I'm not enthusiastic enough. Or maybe I don't have enough drive? This is what I enjoy going though, as I will continue to do it. I'll try and stop throwing out blogs that consist of a picture with a one sentence explination. I'll try, no promises though. That is my cry for help when I have trouble writing yet not come across as I've lost interest. With all my might I want to, but something holds me back.
The only major writing I have done as of late is my school assignments. Could it be because the only time I have been typing is when I'm doing something I don't enjoy, It's been implanted in my brain when I'm doing a lot of typing I'm not having fun. Because it's relating my feelings back to what they where when I have doing assignments, boredom and longing for it to be over? Who knows, maybe I'm just thinking way to much into this.
Damn, I need to find some sort of creative outlet which I enjoy.
*Andy flips laptop closed, turns out his light and rolls over in bed with a solemn snore*
