Switchkilla_Princess

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Hey ya'll how's it goin? Life is kinda hell right now but I guess we'l start off wit dat. Right now im back with my momz and her god forsaken husband.. I planned on moving to Idaho and was there for a couple days then my ma's talked(guilted) me into coming back here to her. Needless to say i'm on pins and needles and the slightest thing coming from her or her husband sets me off like a ***** **** (don't ask). So i'm leaving soon if not when i turn 16 as soon as i can talk my friends mom into letting me stay there awhile .. but she don't really like me and that brings us into the next thing

If you see a blog i wrote on my other acc (gamegoddess162) i talk about how my mom was pratically forcing me to be with someone i didnt care for like that... well the guy that i do care for - the guy im falling in love with.. i told him how i felt because he lives in idaho and i went to go see him and my friend (the one my mom was makin me get with) and god i cant describe how absolutly perfect he is.. he's amazing and its like everytime i think about him when i hear his voice when i hear his name everything - all the hell thats been happening just disapears and the only thing that goes through my mind is how much i want to be around him how much i want to touch him and cuddle him while he holds me like happened that day.. god i just i can't describe my feelings  for him if he gave me an eternity to do it.. the only problem is that im 15 - hes 18. ill be 16 this december and  then im hoping maybe if i wait for him.. no i dont even know how he feels but ill wait to find out, and i know that he deserves so much better then me he's so perfect but i can't stop my feelings and im driving myself insane with the thought of him but i cant stop... i dont want to stop. ive never felt this feeling as deep as i do with jay and i know if he gives me the chance i would do my absolute best to make him happy for the rest of my life..

ill stop bothering you about my love life now and continue - to music :) I listen to everything as you should allready know but lately my intrest has been leaning towards the country life a lil  i bought a carrie underwood c.d and she has some good songs but my favorite ended up being one that i didnt know when i bout the c.d "The Night Before (Life Goes On)" which is about a couple of 18 year old kids that have been together so long and then after summer they have to go their seperate ways it may be that i liked it cause i was crying about jay when it came on my stereo.. but yeah.

Movei's bitches
Haha.. damn i don't watch many movei's really but one that i've been able to watch over and over every other couple days or so - "Lake Placid" its about some gators in a lake its kinda an old movei but it mixes a lil tiny bit of drama with a lil action some rather funny sarcastic parts :) and last but not least bloodthirsty crocidles.. who wouldnt want to watch that? lmfao yeah thats what i thought to but seriously as for me its a good movei post your opinion if you wish or have one lolz

Last but not least - VIDEO♥GAMES!♥!
Hmm not much been playin a bit of rs and a bit of talisman just whenever i can brought out my lil handheld solitare while i was waiting for my new comp (you can only play  so much handheld solitare before you go insane) but now i got a new comp and sending in my 360 today cause damn.. i need to play gears and also ive been thinking once again about going through the halo franchise and seeing if maybe i can get into it :) plan on playing gears of war again before i get the second one and yeah thats bout it..


post comments or whatnot... if you read all that lolz
have a good day giant bombers and ill see you around more then i have been hopefully
love,
-manda



P.S
I love you Jay

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