I've never really dealt with hardcore depression until very recently (past few months). I've also lately had a couple anxiety attacks, not fun. It's mainly due to my Summer situation. Not sure what to do for myself beyond counseling sessions, I don't want to turn to drugs cause I don't want an artificial solution.
Big kudos to you (or anybody) for struggling with it for so long. It's only been a few months for me and I WANT OUT!! :P