@humanity: Thanks also for the positivity, but to answer directly to the one thought you had about moving in with family - I have thought about it, but I'm both not close to my family and not really ready to return home because of how everything went with that girl. It's a really bizarre middle-ground to currently be standing on of not wanting to be in Boston, but also not wanting to be at home haha..
@thekramer89: I appreciate your input, but I must politely decline. I have given a lot of time researching and trying to understand religion; but the way my mind works would not allow me to be a part of one. I am truly glad it works for some people; but I know it would not for me.
@cornbredx: I'm sorry you have had to go through similar. It is truly disheartening to know that kind people are often treated poorly; but I am glad you try to stay positive. To be honest, I do too - no-one I know here knows I am having these problems as I tend to remain as optimistic as possible. I just like knowing that other people are doing well, and content. I often don't take the time to admit my own feelings or anything, which I suppose is the point of this - and, like you said, it's relieving to know that other people in the world feel similar or have been through similar. The internet is truly a fantastic thing.