Few years back, few months after breaking up a 2 yr relationship the ex girlfriend blamed me and shot herself on my voicemail. 
Next six monthish I drank too much and had alot of casual manwhorish sex. 
 
Mostly got over it, at first the hallucinations in deadspace 2 of nicole literally made me dizzy and cold sweats.  I was enjoying the rest of the game.... 
 
Played more and well...it gets worse. 
 
Debating selling the game and not dealing with it, or banging through the game just to prove to myself I'm fine.  I'm rambling but oh well.