It's been a little over five hours since I have finished the game, and I am so emotionally drained that I can't truly relax and fall asleep, so I'll chime in with my two cents here:
Joel is perhaps the most sympathetic dick in the history of entertainment, not just video games. Winter emotionally drained me, and I was physically drained from being so on-edge the entire last hour of it. And even though the two narrowly got out of the situation (again), it was obvious the roles had changed as soon as Spring had started and Ellie was so distant. Joel had grown to love Ellie, while David had forced Ellie to be shown true horror.
One thing that I feel is overlooked in Ellie's "transformation" to happy-go-lucky girl to hardened woman, was that during her encounter with David, her fear she mentioned to Sam had come true. Before he (assumedly) tried to rape her (after all, one of his henchmen told Joel that Ellie was his new "pet"), she was truly alone in this world. Despite Joel being on the brink of death for months, she had someone to come back home to. Without the knowledge that Joel was ok, and while trying to narrowly escape a harrowing fate, Ellie transformed into what Joel use to be.
Meanwhile, Joel transformed to the hardened man who would do anything to survive, to the hardened man who would do anything to keep Ellie alive. After Tess, she was his lone bright spot in this otherwise destroyed society, and it's understandable why a man would be selfish in trying to keep the one thing he had left in the world (his complicated history with his brother destroyed their relationship), even if it put the future of mankind at risk. He is a man who was driven by loyalty to those he cared for (destroying his relationship with his brother ("I kept us alive." "It wasn't worth it."), promising Tess to finish the job, etc.).
Someone on these forums pointed it out before (sorry for not giving you credit, you mysterious person), but it was a great point: Even though Joel knew Ellie wanted to finish the journey (no more half measures), she would never known she they had reached the Fireflies, and she would have been the cure. Her last memory would have been of Joel trying to save her as she drowned, and I think that is part of the reason he was so adamant about getting her back. To our knowledge, they never discussed what would happen if Ellie's death meant a cure, so he made the decision for her, for better or worse. In my eyes, at the end of the game, she knows this, but accepts the decision he made (and the lies he tells her) because she knows it was all to protect her life.
This story is so perfect on so many levels. For the first time ever, after showing her the prologue, my girlfriend would actively sit down and be interested in what I was playing. She would say "I don't like this game," but she would keep watching. It's a haunting love story of a man and a girl, and one that I hope will leave it's mark on the medium for years to come.
(Sorry if it's rambly. It's 2:38am and I'm tired.)
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