Falling in love with someone is one of the stupidest things you can do. Cuz when they leave you and crush your heart under their boot of sociopathic evil you will fall into a pit of dispare so deep that you can't climb out without the help of some good ol' fashion happy pills. I have always been a depressed little boy and this only continues the problem. I also feel bad for the fact that I should not be thinking of her still. It have been a little less then 3 months and I think I am crazy for still feeling this way. Anyway i just need to fucking stop thinking of her, if only it was that easy...