After listening to the podcast and wiping a couple tears away I went to put on some music and saw my desktop wallpaper. It was a Dark Knight Rises poster and all of a sudden a photoshop idea hit me. To make it centered around giant bomb and have it be the centerpiece of this "moving forward" business. Idk maybe it's hitting me weird or maybe it's a great idea, just felt like I have to let that emotion out and my way is wanting to change a batman poster.
I dont know if i can hold of on reading the books anymore after rewatching the episode. The thing that holds me back is how much I enjoy watching the show without knowing what is next, but damn I am not known for being a patient man.
My reasons for not reading the books is the exact same. It's a test of will for sure.
I tried but I just couldn't do it. Spent a couple hours just reading up on what happen's after the red wedding and I kinda feel better, not much of an improvement after the episode aired but still glad that I know. Hopefully I'll forget everything I read by the time season 4 rolls around and be back to normal.