First off, I hope it's ok that I post this as a new thread instead of in what has become the megathread for the news. This turned out longer than I had originally anticipated, so I felt this was more... appropriate? If not, feel free to let me know, mods. Anyway...
Obviously, like many here, I'm absolutely gutted by today's triple threat announcement of vacancies. Seeing the majority of the old guard ride off into the sunset was not something I was mentally prepared for.
I've followed these chuckleheads since the early Gamespot days, probably somewhere around 2002-2003 if memory serves me right. I remember Jeff and Ryan's QVC shenanigans. I remember Alex's now infamous Big Rigs review. I remember Brad's early meek, awkward-in-front-of-a-camera video reviews. I remember when Rich Gallup left Gamespot. I remember Kane & Lynch. I remember Arrow Pointing Down. I watched Jeff and Ryan build a bomb.
When Jeff started Giant Bomb, I was 23 years old, living with 4 roommates, working a seasonal job, and playing an unhealthy amount of World of Warcraft. Watching what Jeff and Ryan built inspired me. In late 2008, I even tried to do the same, throwing together my own editorial game site using a free, painfully limiting website creation tool. I remember I even tried to create a database of landing pages for any game that got mentioned in an article. Over the short life of the site, that last part still turned out to be an incredible undertaking. In 2009, I did a redesign to better accomodate for E3, and live blogged (that was a thing back then, I swear) all of the press conferences and vomited an obscene amount of articles and trailers up on the site to cover as much of E3 as I could manage by myself, and then some. I remember even going to Gamespot and counting how many articles and trailers they were posting to make sure I was at least matching it. It was insane. I was insane for trying it. That E3 broke me, and I abandoned the site shortly after E3 2009 exhausted, but with a massive appreciation for what the guys at Giant Bomb were doing and had accomplished. Years later, I had the opportunity to join a Giant Bomb community podcast that, 11 years later, a couple of us still occasionally record. We had (have?) fans from both inside Giant Bomb and outside. I met at least one in real life. Giant Bomb has been inspiring me for years, and been a catalyst for me to at least attempt to get out there with my own creativity, even if it didn't all succeed.
These guys have been, at the very least, in the periphery of my life for a significant chunk of it. I'm not going to say they're like family. Even typing that feels weird to me, and I imagine feels super weird for them to hear or read. But Vinny was right on the podcast. I can track so much of his life through the years of content they've produced. I listened to A Bunch of Dads because just a year prior to Vinny's son being born, my own son was born. I enjoyed listening to the guys go through all the things I had just experienced mere months before them. My daughter also coincidentally arrived a year before his, so I, again, related to his stories of being a father to a daughter for the first time when they came up on videos or podcasts.
I'm now a 35 year old father of two with an outstanding wife of 11 years. I've watched this site change and evolve. I've watched it grow and shrink. I'll be honest and say I've not always vibed with every new hire that's come on over the years. I do also have my own concerns about bringing too many new faces in, and what that could mean for the site that I've felt has become a sort of safe haven for the aging gamer on the web. But after all these years, I guess I can view Giant Bomb as a sort of living, breathing thing. So for now, I'm just waiting for the exhale.
Thank you to @vinny, @alex, and @brad for all the years of laughs and memories, and good luck in whatever you do next. Hopefully whatever it is, it still allows time for you to occasionally talk into microphones about video games if you want to. Later, duders.
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