@RockmanBionics: This is like I wrote it my self a couple of years ago, when I felt good about my self at least most of the time. Except for the part that "if I don't love my self, then no one else will either" Never really understand that, maybe because some people in my life made it seem like something wrong to like yourself, maybe because they didn't like them self and don't want anyone else to feel good either. Well I hope I find my way back to that person again someday and I think I'm on the right track, still have some parts of me that I have to accept and be comfortable with.
But to answer the thread I do not hate my self but I don't love my self completely either.
You can never describe what Love is it`s a feeling and you get happy just by see the other person or get a call or messages from that person and always thinking of him or her. And ther also have to be trust and respect ofcourse.