So its bit a few day since I did a blog, ok so i'm off to work in a couple hours but the realy question is how long am I going to be ther. Ok so I left work pretty much only an hour in on friday cause my shoulder was playing up. Could I of stayed and done the full day, maybe but I was hurting and the stuff I had to do we be for another 4 hours and then it would get worse. Then I had to bike home. Anyway so i told my boss but it seems I may get the sack on Monday because hes not happy with the progress Ive made since returning to work with my injured sholder. So what this mean to me? not a whole lot, I hate the job so if he ask if I want to stay or go I might end up saying go cause i hate it there. But I don't know how my Dad will take.

My mum will be ok because I think she understand how crap it is and problems i deal with down there but I don't think my Dad does. Me and my Dad have had a very odd relationship pretty much since i can remember , I mean yeh I love him an all but we hardly ever get a long. I don't know why but its the way its been but we have a good time to. I think maybe he thinks he trying to do what he thinks is right for me and maybe he should just let me get it wrong and right own my own. Maybe i need to tell him that.

Anyway so I guess i'm kind of worryed but I guess I be relived and happy if he lets me go. So you asking why I have'nt left yet, Cause i don't want to let my dad down I guess but maybe I will if he he lets me choose. But I deal with it so theres no need to worry. So whats the plan if im going , Right out the door when he says it. Not evena moment thought. I leave and walk home. Its a bit of a walk but i did it Friday and it was nice. Ok Better warp this up as i want to get a little sleep but I have to go. So I update this as soon as I'm home which I don't know what time that will be. Anyway have a good night everyone