Hello my friends, I would like to take this time to shed light on a dark day in my life. Today is the 5th anniversary of my step fathers passing. I have been in mourning today and I feel like it will make things easier if I share my story with the community. I hope this will help some people also cope with the loss of a loved one.
     My step father was always a man with a bad temper but a good heart. One moment he was mopping up blood and puke off the kitchen floor and the next he was reading me and my brother a bed time story and tucking us in. This wasn't to say he would not take his anger out on me and my brother. One memory I have of his anger was him dragging me across the floor by my hair and smashing a lamp across the back of my brothers head and knocking him out...all because we questioned where he was all the night before.
     One person he never disrespected was my mother. She was rarely around and would come home and away for weeks and months at a time. When she returned, me and my brother would fall asleep to the moans and groans of what I assumed at time, was just them wrestling. There eventually came a day where my mother never returned but I shall save that tail for another blog and another day. 
     Once my mother left, my step father was never the same. He sat in the same chair every day after work and just stared into space. If either me or my brother asked if he was ok, he would become more infuriated than I could ever imagine. This was the cause of the day that changed my life forever. It was an early morning and my step father stayed home from work and sat in that same chair. My brother always worried much more than I did and asked if he was feeling alright. My step father slowly looked at him, got up,screamed "THIS HAS TO END!", picked up my brother and threw his petite body across the room, right into the drywall which he nearly went right through. I screamed and he turned to me. I tried to run but he quickly grabbed me and dragged me out to the car where he threw me in the trunk. We drove for several hours until the car came to a stop. He opened the trunk, holding an old hunting rifle that I had seen before in his closet. We were in an forest with the view of an old logging road through the trees. I then got pushed to the ground, he aimed the barrel at my temple and right before he was about to pull the trigger, there was a deafening bang and he was collapsed on the ground with half of a face. I looked up and there was an old hunter running towards me from the woods. I broke down into to tears and held my beloved step father in my arms. With his last dying breaths he said to me as clear as he could "Son, I don't know what came over me but I am sorry and will always love you". He then died. The nightmare was over and so was his life.
     I consider my step father a misunderstood man who just needed help. I am glad I have the opportunity to write this blog for I have always looked for people to share my story with and there is no one who has been more accepting to me than the GB Community. Thank you for reading my story and I love you all.
 
God Bless, i69edUrGpa

Hello everyone, I was wondering if I could get an opinion on my profile picture I have created. I tried to incorporate my love of the elderly, hentai and lemons. Any thoughts on how I could change it?
 



Other than that, there is not much going on in my simple little life. Still looking for Giant Bombers to PC Game with so add me on steam as "headgearman". Anyways, I love you all and as always, you will be in my thoughts and prayers.
 
God bless, i69edUrGpa

Good day Giant Bomb. I have decided to create this blog due to my never ending love of Oblivion.  This game is all I think about, talk about and care about. There is nothing else I need in my life for Oblivion has become my world. I have no need for friends for I have the towns people, I have no need for sexual encounters for I have the fantasies of Jauffre and I have no need for a brother or even family for I have Brother Martin.
 
Just the charachters alone make the game a masterpiece. Jauffre is the only man in my life who when I stare into his eye, I can slowly feel my under garments dampening. Brother Martin has been like a real brother to me, ever since I lost mine in a train accident that brought darkness on our family. Emperor Uriel Septim has brought inspiration into my life and shown me happiness that I never could have imagined. 
 
The world is one that has such free landscape and room for opportunity that it gives me hope for a bright future. All of the towns people will treat you as an equal and they never judge you on your sexual urges, appearance or way of life. This world gives me an escape from reality and I feel myself more immersed in the Oblivion world than the one I inhabit now. 
 
 Some may say I am a troubled man but in reality, they just don't understand. They will say I should seek help, well trust me friend, I needed help at a time in my life and I have found it. This game has cured all of the problems in my life and I feel like this small piece of writing helps to pay homage to it and everything it has done for me.  
 
May Talos guide you all.

ONE POST AWAY FROM ONE HUUUNDRED
 
I hope that during my time on these forums you have all come to know me as that lovable little scamp with a passion for hentai, the elderly and lemons. I'm just chillin' on steam with the boys tonight so if anyone would like to chat with the legendary i69edUrGpa feel free to add me as "headgearman". 
 
I really have learned a lot while on these forums. I learned that some of you are accepting of my urges and some others question them but this is fine, you will all see the light sometime. I`m hoping to become quite well known in this community and I hope you continue to embrace me like a stray child embraces the side of a logging truck when he wanders out into the road. 
 
As for games, I am finishing up Shadow Complex and grinding RSV2 Multiplayer as usual. I am also going to be continuing my Vampire Rain Endurance Run but I will most likely include it in my regular blog and have it as a smaller section. So far I am stunned by the immersive gameplay, futuristic graphics and voice acting so sincere it causes me to tingle in sinful places.
 
I will leave you boys and girls with a video that has made me laugh on more than one occasion  
 
 
   
 
Cheers, i69edUrGpa