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Not written on here for a while, due to a sincere lack of time. I barely manage to squeeze in the Bombcast on a week to week basis :( 
 
Work is busy and that is good, but it allows for less game time. Seeing as how all of my creativity seems to have evaporated over the last few months, it seems weird that I have less time that ever. I am not filling the gaps with drawing or animating anymore, im hardly filling them with gaming. They just seem to get filled. By people and other things to do. By worry and neglect. By thought and food and distraction. Never have I been so unorganised or lost in my own thoughts. I have plenty on my mind, plenty of ideas too, but nothing is flowing over the edge.  
 
Perhaps a brief list of things I have done over the last few months will help shed light on my lack of activity:  

  1. I went on holiday to Rhodes, Greece. It was lovely. Very relaxing, very sunny.
  2. i have started Mario & Luigi Bowsers Inside Story, Mario Galaxy 2, Red Dead Redemption, GoW.
  3. I have finished Mario Galaxy 2 (120 Stars) and RDR. I have GTA:TBoGT, Flower Sun & Rain, DeathSpank and several other titles waiting to play.
  4. Played some Monster Hunter 3.
  5. My computer broke, I replaced it with this MacBook which is bewildering but shiny enough to keep me interested.
  6. My car broke, it sounded all bad-ass for about a day as I scooted around the streets with my windows down...now it just sounds broken.
  7. I worked.
  8. I put on a little weight.

And that really is about it. And this is just the last few months. I haven't made anything move on screen for a long, long time. Now my computer is sitting in the corner waiting for parts that I have deliberately put of ordering so that I can pretend I "can't" work. 
 
And I have enjoyed it for 90% of the time :)  Because the truth is, a little time-off never hurt anybody. Except I am quick to forget everything I have ever known. And that is exactly what has happened with a few things. Specifically my animation.  
 
But things are moving again band wise, I have been asked to knock together a few designs for some T-Shirts and I am starting to feel the burn. However, it still hasn't taken priority over sorting out somewhere to live. I realise its all a bit whiny, but its OK because I won't be posting this to anywhere (FB or Forums) Getting it down on [paper] always reminds me to stop whinging, get out their and attack life, balls out and rocking.  
 
So bring it on life, you dick.
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