Hello GB, it's been a while. I know this is a gaming website, but, well I need some advice on how to deal with my current 'plight'. Shall we say.
Well, it’s been what, 17 days. Yes, 17 days since I was dumped. I have rather mixed emotions right now. I don’t know what to feel. I am angry that I was left, cheated on, used and dropped like a nobody. Let’s give some backstory, shall we?
Well, I was with this girl, Yazmin, for just under two years, 2 weeks before our 3 year anniversary to be exact. And, well, we had an argument whilst we were both out. She said to me in a text “you know what, fuck this. I don’t want to be with you anymore. End of”
That made me feel glorious -_-
The following day, Monday 4th of October, she decided to message me on Facebook explaining that she had been having serious thoughts about girls for quite some time. As expected, I flipped. We argued, I went out, got drunk, argued some more, got angry, and began to shut myself off from the world I once loved.
The day after this, Tuesday 5th of October, I found that she had been cheating on me for several months during our relationship with a girl she was/is close friends with. They are now going out and “in love”. Once again, pissed!
All the while during our relationship when I asked her about being gay/bi she told me I was “paranoid and jealous” of her and her ‘friend’ Kat. Way to make me fight me… A wonderful thing for someone with self esteem and confidence issues already ay?
So now, I am left with nothing, penniless because I spent every waking moment and penny I had on her. So, I feel used to say the least… Which is understandable for what is going on I’m sure. So now I don’t know what to do, I don’t know where my head is at.
How can the girl I love so very much do this to me? Everything I own reminds me of her. I can’t eat, sleep, concentrate in uni, I can’t stop crying. I’m a mess and I feel completely hopeless…
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