A Weird Dream (or Call Me Freud)
By JasonR86 0 Comments
So I had a very weird dream that I feel like I should write down so I don't forget it. Just a little set up first. I grew up going to a Protestant church that eventually had a split. Half of the group went and started a new church. My family went with that church. The original church ended up improving itself and is now going strong while the split-off church is trying to revitalize itself. The last time I went to either church was about 5 years ago. But my one set of grandparents, aunt and uncle, and one cousin still goes there. I'm really close to the grandparents but have a really shallow relationship with the aunt, uncle, and cousin. They are nice people, with some odd views of the world (but who doesn't?), but I more or less have no issues with any of them.
So, my dream took place in the original church. Apparently I had been going there for a while and had become an active member. My uncle apparently was at a place of leadership within the church and my cousin was his assistant. I was walking along with my uncle down a hallway and he made a comment along the lines of, "You are doing really well here. Even (some dude's name that I didn't recognize and can't recall) has seen some vast improvements over what you were like when you first came here." I felt irritated that someone had decided to judge me before and had taken it upon himself to judge me again. So I asked my uncle, "So what was I like before then?" My uncle didn't answer, said goodbye to me, and left through some door along the hallway wall.
I then walked up to my cousin who was further down the hall, said 'hello', and asked her what 'dude x' had said about me when I first came to the church. She brushed it off. So I asked, "Is it because I'm sarcastic?" She replied, "Well, actually, yes that was the problem. You may not be aware of it but you're kind of a 'glass half empty' sort of guy." To which I replied, "Well, believe it or not, as a mental health therapist I have to occasionally be a 'glass half full' sort of guy in rare instances." Not taking the bait (I said that last sentence with real dry, bitter tone) she replied, "Well I'm sure the people you help appreciate that." I replied, "Not as often as you might think." She asked, "Why's that?" I replied, "Because people don't like to change." With that she entered the main service area. I took a step towards that door, stopped, turned around, and walked out of the church toward my car.
If I were a psychoanalysis I would probably have all sorts of ideas of what that means. Right now all I can do is make guesses. But it was probably the most articulate dream I've ever had.
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