Do I pray? No, there might be a God but if so then I dont want anything to do with him. Hes ruined so many things in my life along with others. I hope theres not a God because if so im going to hell for cursing him.
This opinion always makes me chuckle. Lets look at this God you would potentially hate because he ruined things in your life. Because if he did exist then he gave you your life correct? Lets just process that concept that he gave you existence. That's a pretty fucking incredible gift and I'd say pretty much makes up for any shit scenarios you come across that you blame him for.
It's like saying, oh I dunno, "My dad gave me a house for free but the pipes leak, it got broken into and it only has single glazing so now I hate my dad!" He gave you a free house you ungrateful jerk!
God gave you existence you ungrateful jerk!