Long story short: I left a 4 page essay to the absolute last minute and stayed up until now, which is 6:40 AM writing it.  I didn't even actually start writing it until 4 AM, spending the previous few hours mulling over 1 of the 4 articles I had to read before saying FUCK YOU AND YOUR PRETENTIOUS NONSENSICAL RAMBLING to the supposed author of whatever crap I was reading and skipping to the fourth one since it was the second shortest.  Unfortunately it was also filled with a bunch of pretentious bullshit and convoluted sentences that I did not feel like reading so I skipped to #2.  Thankfully this guy actually spoke in NORMAL ENGLISH but whatever the fuck he was talking about was relatively confusing and kind of fucked up and didn't make a whole lot of sense.  Therefore I pretty much bullshitted my entire paper and am not really expecting that good of a grade.  Regardless at least I got this fucker out of the way since it's worth 25% of my final mark and I'm fairly sure I probably bombed my mid-term which I did a few weeks ago.  I actually have no idea what I got on the mid-term though because I haven't been to that class for a while.

Yeah i probably sound like a terrible student right about now but I've been completely fucking overwhelmed by all of his shit and have been managing my time pretty terribly to be honest.   Ah well, it's a learning experience I guess.  By the way, Gears of War 2 horde mode is pretty awesome, and Anthony Carmine has some pretty awesome 1-liners when he successfully active reloads including "SHIT YEAH!" and "I AM IN THE ZOOOOONE!"

I'm gonna go to bed now and pray I actually have the motivation to get up 3-4 hours from now to go to class and hand this fucker in.  By the way if I sound kind of pissed off it's because I've been kind of sick and I've been living off really crap food for about a week because I have had absolutely no way to buy groceries which is something I don't feel like explaining because I live in the middle of fucking nowhere and transportation out here completely sucks ass and I have to walk 35 minutes to the bus stop, but it doesn't matter and I'm fucking tired so good night.