I find myself glued to my PC chair, I have to be on my way to Boston in an hour but I keep refreshing and looking at other people's postings and pages to Ryan, hoping for some new development. I couldn't sleep well last night thinking about how my happiness was dependent on him and how every time I listen to this bombcast and bomb crew I love, I will always be reminded of the laughter that won't come because of his absence.
I, along with many other fans I am sure, would really like to donate or contribute to Anna for whatever it is worth. If I am a poor man and I am willing to give $200 of my own hard-earned cash for a many who has given so much more than than paultry amount in joy, then I can imagine how much the community as a whole can be able to muster. Money, no matter how large an amount, will never bring the man back, but god damnit it the best we can do to show how much he meant to us all.
I will miss you Ryan Davis.
I feel like the clown who must always be smiling and put on a happy face, though inside myself I know the hole in my life from your passing is all I can think of.