I am still really not able to process this 24hours later. This is going to stick with me for awhile I feel like. My heart goes out to everyone at the GB office, his family, new wife, and everyone else who Ryan had contact with.
I can't sleep because of this all still. Can't imagine what everyone in his private life is feeling. My hearts go out to all of them and you chucklefucks in the comments as well. Call whomever and tell them you love them tomorrow. Life is too short.