I panicked, jumped out of my seat and went and gave everyone in my house a hug. It was my first reaction. I am so sorry he had to go this way. I listen to the bombcast every day for a few minutes at least and it is literally a part of my life. Ryan had the bombastic attitude that motivated me to make difficult decisions that pushed me further in life.
I am grateful. A big 'thank you!' from Romania.
Rest in peace!