Hey guys, been a member for a few years but haven't posted on the forums much. Started this piece last night after spending most of the day on the Harmonix and thanksryan streams, finished it just now.
"So the only constants that have been are that everybody dies at the end…It’s always, they finished, like they did a good job, and you’re sending them off someplace else."
I kept mostly to myself on Monday, and after the Harmonix tribute stream and watching the other Twitch stream I was feeling a lot better, in that I could at least watch footage of Ryan and laugh. I went upstairs feeling more at peace and my mom, having seen my brother's facebook post, asked me who it was that died. I couldn't even say his name, I broke down right away. I tried my best, but it was really hard to explain to her why I was crying, and how much he impacted me and the community. I'm still not entirely sure why this has devastated me like it has. Oh look, now I'm crying again.
Somehow, I never got around to playing SR3, despite wanting to. It's free on PS+ (or at least, it was when I downloaded it). Hoping to do a playthrough soon. I think the leader of the Saint's is gonna be named Taswell.