By the_OFFICIAL_jAPanese_teaBAG 18 Comments
Tomorrow is the day I start the Grade 11 year. Theres definately going to be a lot of pressure on me as it is the most important year of my time at high school. This school year is when I have to study my ass off so I can have good grades when I apply to Universities. God, Im both worried and excited at the same time. On one hand, I really dont want to start Grade 11 and on the other I cant wait to experience everything. Its absolutely driving me nuts. Im also a very indecisive person so I hope that I will be able to make rational decisions this year when I decide which direction in my career Im going. At this very moment I want to go into medicine but just a few months ago I aspired to become a school teacher. I really hope that I wont regret my decision in a couple years but who really knows if I will. For anyone else that is going to or already has started school I wish you all good luck and a clear head.
Oh I also wanted to ask a questions. So a really good friend whos a girl (you can stop reading here if you want) asked me to go with her to this thing at my school thats sort of like a prom thats in may. I guess it is a prom but I had no clue we were going to have one until she brought it up. Shes a really good friend and probably my best friend whos a girl but I just dont want to go with her. Shes really great but I honestly think I can do better and I dont want to strap myself down to a commitment. I dont want to be in a position where I have to choose between her or another girl even though she asked me first. Yeah I know I just sound like a total dick but Im just saying whats on my mind... I told her Im probably not going but shes insisting that I should. Well no coming to think of it, she didnt really ask me, she said I was going with her and that probably pushed me away from the possibility of going with her even more.
Anyways, Ive been rambling on for too long. Again I wish you guys good luck and happy travels whatever that means. Ill also say a short fairwell to get myself organized. I have goals for myself that are all over the place and I think I need to take the time to actually sort them out. I need to stop using the internet and playing Fallout 3 for a short while. Ill also stop thinking about what games Im going to buy this fall... Anyways, Ill see you guys and gals at the Big Live Live Show Live this Saturday!
PS, I might do this more often so I might need to think of a title. Any suggestions for future titles?