I know how you feel bro. The news hit me in the middle of the weird time in my life (losing/changing jobs), & with no idea where I was going to end up, this hit me harder than it already would have. At that job I could listen to my phone while working so it gave me a ton of time to rehear all the podcasts over & over, & a new one every week was the thing I looked forward to the most. The moment I knew I'd never here "Hey everybody, it's Tuesday" again, I almost cried (In fact probably did). I've met Ryan in person once, & he's fantastic, ready to talk about anything, & will to do anything at the drop of a hat.