Yeah, that would likely explain a good part of why you might feel uncomfortable being a man.
Anyhow, this is a pretty interesting topic. If you care to keep us updated on your transition, I'll definitely be reading along, and probably learning a few things along the way.
I have thought about doing that but I wonder if there's any way to really make it interesting... a lot of it seems like it would just end up being "today my boobs hurt a whole lot while growing in and i cried for no reason like six times the end thats all i have to say"
Not that a day like that will be awesome to experience, but to be honest, that actually sounds like an interesting blog post. The fact is, even if not every single post is eloquent or compelling, the complete story is certainly quite personal and worth reading. It's up to you. I know I rarely felt like writing about my struggles years ago while it was happening, but I kind of wish I had. Having people share in it seems like it could help, and it'd probably benefit everyone involved. I think it could be cool. :)
(And I am pleased as a peach that so many have come to encourage you and wish you well in all of this. We're certainly rooting for you!)
Plus, it's not like you'll have to make a new thread for each update. Just bump this thread if you feel the need to vent or whatever. Or don't, if you would prefer not to. I'm sure a lot of what you'll be going through will be pretty personal, so don't feel the need to share anything if you don't feel like it will help you.
Yeah, maybe... or monthly updates or something. I've thought about it. Someone asked me to keep a picture record of my transition...
Yeah, picture records are always interesting, and they give you a nice perspective on the whole thing. They also can help when it feels like things haven't changed much, and then you can look back and really see the difference. It's certainly something to keep in mind. But do whatever you feel comfortable with. :)