It's crazy to think, but this one event has been one of the biggest influences of change in my life,
I've quit my job to go study next year, I've done a 3 week self discovery adventure course to find out how i deal with challenges and work on self improvement, i've lost 10kg's, I'm so much better in social interactions, and even before Ryan's death I wasn't a social outcast or anything, I had a great group of friends, and I could talk to anybody with no problem, but now, i don't know, something about knowing how short life can be and something to do with how that guy lived and just had an appreciation for the stupid has allowed me to just be comfortable as myself no judgements, no shame,
for fuck sake i'm going to dress up as Kylie Minogue at this weeks Halloween party my friends are throwing.
I wore these fucking things for my birthday that my chick mates gave me for a birthday gift.,.
I dunno, just felt the need to reply to the ether, to ask if I'm not alone on this?