Hey. I don't know who was running the Ryan Davis stream earlier, but it really helped me to watch it, and be with people who felt as shitty about today as I did. I couldn't see another one on Twitch, so I just started one up on my own channel.

Come watch if you'd like. I'll try to keep it going for a while.

http://www.twitch.tv/indieslaw

This video just slew me in the stream.

Yup, that one's great too, its killing me to watch.

Hey, so I've set up the stream to continue while I go to sleep, and here's why: the chat.

I've found the experience of watching these videos with other people, and reacting to them, and talking with people during them, to be incredibly helpful today. First with the thanksryan stream, then the harmonix one, and now on my channel tonight.

So for anyone else who's shaken up from this, and wants to chat with other duders in the same position, I've queued up enough content to (hopefully) last through the night.

Thanks, and my heart goes out to... everyone..

This stream is still going. It seems like the one thing I can do is give up my computer and bandwidth to the 500ish people who have wandered in at one time or another.

If a more official one is taking place, can you let me know so I can take this one down? It's a mundane but real concern, I don't want to take traffic from more deserving sources.

@videorob: Thanks so much for doing this. Hopefully it'll still be running by the time I get off work.

@videorob: I've been wanting another one of these since the original ended, thanks.

@librariangmr@chavtheworld

Well, you're welcome guys. It's all I can think of to do. I've been trying to write about the weird circumstances of how this is affecting me... and I can't. I can do this, though.

@videorob: It isn't easy. The whole day I've been expecting Ryan to burst back on the scene, call us a bunch of p***ies and tell us to go play video games. That's not going to happen though, and that's a hard and depressing realization.