My most personally infamous example is Final Fantasy VII. I came to most of the golden era JRPGs late, through emulators and “best writing in video games” lists, so the Final Fantasy name didn’t mean much to me at the time. It wasn’t until Final Fantasy VIII’s advertisements started hitting and looking cool as hell that I’d rent, and later buy, a JRPG that did anything more remarkable than look a hell of a lot like Dragon Ball (though, spoiler alert, Chrono Trigger was charming for many other reasons).
As I became mildly obsessed with PS1 and SNES JRPGs for the next five or six years (I played FF8 alone at least 13 and as many as possibly 18 times, from “level 1” to level 100 runs and back again - this is unimaginable to me now) my one white whale was Final Fantasy VII. I just couldn’t get over playing the opening mako reactor scene at a friend’s house one day, exclaiming “that’s it?” and then insisting we get back to a real game like Pokémon Stadium instead. You won’t believe what my Alakhazam’s been up to, dude.
But I loved Final Fantasy VIII. And VI. And IX. And X. I’d been in the private beta for XI. XII was a magnificent time waster (and is also, now, an example of hating a game I once loved!) and IV a beautiful hint of all that was to come. So of course I OWNED Final Fantasy VII. Shouldn’t I actually play it?
The summer between high school and college I set out to do exactly that, and exactly that I did, lustily. Back then any given JRPG would usually take me several months to complete balanced against weekly rentals of other games, but I put all my time and effort into this one and boy was I rewarded. What a fun game! Could it possibly…be better than my beloved FFVIII? No, blasphemy! And yet…
Unfortunately, as an avowed member of the “one save to rule them all Abby Russell memorial club” I made the grave mistake of using a save point near the bottom of the crater, just before the endgame boss rush I should’ve seen coming a mile away (at the very least a crater’s depth away) and with virtually no health items to spare (I was, perhaps, a little under leveled in my ravenous pursuit of the story) I just couldn’t survive what came next no matter how badly I wanted it. I ALSO, more distressingly, couldn’t survive fighting my way back OUT of the crater, either. So I’ve still never beaten FFVII. I’ll probably never play it again, though I love what Remake’s done with the place.
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