I was in high school during the height of the 2000s emo* wave, or whatever you want to call the wave of bands that you saw on the When We Were Young festival poster. I, along with a large portion of my peers, spent a lot of time being way too vocal about hating those bands.
Was all that bile justified? In hindsight, probably not. On one hand, many of the bands were terrible enough to deserve all that loathing and more, and on top of that, the aesthetic was frequently ugly and the sound frequently homogenous. On the other hand, the same is true for many music scenes in the 2000s, on top of the very 2000s impulse to rage against anything that didn't display a certain kind of masculinity or was marketed to a female audience. (The 2000s were bad!)
Personally, I didn't like how solipsistic the emo movement seemed to me. It was the George W. Bush years. We were at war and the failure of just about every institution was becoming more and more apparent by the day. Your response, emo movement, is to what? Dye your hair and get some snakebites? Of course, this was an extremely dismissive and reductive way of thinking, and a large part of this attitude came from the fact that I was listening to a lot of political hip hop and stuff like that. But it was the default attitude I had about anything "emo" at the time, even if I didn't know how to express that yet.
All of which is to say that I wish this album came out like 8 years earlier. That way, maybe, I could've found it then and let go of some of that emo hate.
To be clear, this album would not have made me like emo-y music. I actually found this album kind of stale and sonically one note. But I like that it's introspective without being indulgent. It's an album about how you are who you are because of the environment formed by those who came before you and not only how you deal with that, but the realization that the older generations dealt with the exact same shit. Poverty and urban decay and the stuff your grandfather told you when you were becoming "a man."
Again, the album wasn't for me, and this whole opinion is based on a perception of emo that fundamentally isn't true. But it's what stood out to me. Sometimes a little nuance is nice.
FAVORITE SONGS: "Passing Through a Screen Door," "Dismantling Summer," "The Devil in My Bloodstream"
*I realize some might object to the labeling of this album as "emo." However, if you sing with that inflection where you lean into the vowels like that, you're emo. I don't make the rules.
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