I've been a member of this site for a long time and even though I am a frequent listener of the Giant Bombcast I have not partaken much in the rest of the site. I was hoping now however, to use it as a venue for writing and reviews, things which could hopefully lead to a career within the field some day.
The topic of this thread is something that I have though a lot about for a long time and I must say it makes me feel a bit like an outsider within the gaming community or whatever you want to call it.
I personally do not enjoy challenge in video games.
When looking back at my own history of playing games there is a trend throughout my childhood of frustration and disdain for a lot of games. In my memory they appear as lumbering behemoths of malevolence that will do everything in their power to prevent me from having any fun.
However, I quickly learned to cope with that and not allow myself to succumb to frustration, mostly by choosing to not play the game in question any more. The best example of this is Goldeneye for the N64. I got it for my birthday, having read about it in some awful free magazine they gave me at the game store, probably in an attempt to make me go home since it was painfully obvious to everyone involved that I didn't at the time have enough money to buy an N64 game myself.
Goldeneye is a great game. I enjoyed it a lot and played it intensely all the way to the level that takes place in the statue graveyard. At the end there is a standoff where the girl you are supposed to rescue is present (I believe that was the basic premise, my memory is cloudy on the actual story). By mistake I shot the girl I was supposed to rescue. Stupid mistake, all I had to do was start the mission over and not be so trigger happy.
But what I did was turn off the console, take the game out, put it in the box, and to this day I've never touched it again. This wasn't the game's fault of course, it was entirely my own choice, and I was not angry at the game or angry at myself for making a silly mistake, as I remember it, it was more or less just a sigh or acceptance at the way things were.
I used to spend hours and hours playing Doom and Doom 2 and making my own levels in DCK (Doom Construction Kit) trying out new stuff all the time.
I never once played those games without godmode turned on. To me that was inconcievable.
As I got older I tended to play more and more RPGs and adventure games, like Diablo, Fallout, Full Throttle, Grim Fandango, The Dig. Now the thing about these games is that you can always adjust the difficulty yourself while playing. If something is too hard in Diablo you level up until you can kill it easily. If something is too hard in Full Throttle you look at the walkthrough and proceed to the next puzzle.
I never found the satisfaction in overcoming a trying obstacle or having to work my ass off to achieve something. And as I understand it this is the main drive for people who do enjoy challenging games. I have been trying to search inside myself to find why this is, and I guess I still am by writing this.
Also, I do not want it to come off as though I do not enjoy games, I do, and I play a lot of games all the time. I have grown to accept that some games are hard and can find it in myself to be patient enough to deal with hard passages in games that take several attempts to complete, although completing them does not give me any greater sense of satisfaction that it would have if I did it on the first attempt.
Is there something wrong with me? Is this something that can be trained or acquired? Can it be that I actually do feel satisfaction in overcoming challenges, just that I do not admit it to myself or don't allow myself to show it?
What do you think about challenge in video games? Is it absolutely necessary in order to make a game enjoyable or is it ancillary to the whole experience? Would it be enough for you to experience the content without being challenged by the gameplay, much in the same way that a movie isn't challenging to see since you just have to sit down and keep your eyes open.
NOTE: I am not an English native speaker, and since I am trying to improve both my writing and English skills please feel free to release your inner grammar nazi and correct any and all errors in the text.
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