I don't know if anyone has any experience with this type of anxiety or just anxiety in general, but I am getting frustrated with it. See, I have this thing where I constantly think when I buy things, there's small imperfections or its defective and it makes me constantly think I got screwed and it bothers me to the point of sometimes making me sick. I know I have anxiety and OCD, but I never was sure what kind this particular anxiety was.
For example, I just bought a Chicago Bulls lanyard for my keys, but after getting home with it I then noticed that on one of the several "Chicago Bulls" logo's that it had like a split on the print. (It's most likely a defect in the printing.) it basically looks like a slash on the logo. But it's only on one of the logos on the lanyard and its on the inside. But it's bugging me to no end even though no one might even notice it and my brother said it didn't look bad. But again, it bugs me because of the anxiety.
Another example is I bought a otterbox defender case for my ipad mini. Everything was perfect with it, but after a week I noticed the bottom of the case making a kinda creaking noise when I grip the bottom. That then lead me to take it off and put it back on a few times (probaly due to my OCD) I had to make sure it was perfect. Eventually I got it to where everything seems fine except a slight creak when I squeeze the top. Or my kindle where I thought my kindles text was washed out or when my 3DS screen was crooked.
This is just a few examples of many where I just have to have everything perfect or else I feel I got screwed and it just eats at me until it makes me physical ill or saps my energy. It's really effecting my life. I am seeing a psychiatrist for depression, and that's pretty under control. Does anyone have experience with anxiety or anything like this that can offer some advice or feedback.
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