Getting fucked up is pretty compelling within itself, but it really isn't.

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The biggest problem with it all is choice, isn't it?

Where does one go when one faces the actual brick wall of drunken realisation? Where do you head when you dually realise that the people that are perpetuating your actions and the people who are holding you back are both fundamentally trying to kill you? Especially when you are trying to kill - albeit slowly - yourself ? What if the escapism of alcoholism is clearly the best resort? What if none of the shit that you find yourself tied to is actually representative of your true character? What if you feel that the roast Sunday you are about to host is simply a shallow way of making yourself feel worthwhile? What if you are so tired and drunk that you don't want to go to sleep for fear of losing yourself again? What if you are so scared of change that you undermine it with incessant triviality? What if you are smarter than you ever let on to others? What if you are too young to feel old, yet too old to feel young? What if you keep insisting on implementing magenta text on tenuously related images to head your posts? What if - however much you hate your own pitiful and unskilled grasp of the English language - you love the way you talk about things? What if you undermined this entire list by holding it in higher esteem than it was initially written under?

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Uhhhhhh.... happy Saturday night.

Be sure to bring some water to bed. You're likely to have a much worse hangover if you don't re-hydrate.

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Well....

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BRILLIANT, call Norton, we have a new page for his fucking Anthology!

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Is this art?

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Go to bed.

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Well, it looks like you went from alcohol to drugs....

Think I will make myself a drink.

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#11  Edited By MMMman

@colourful_hippie: Oh, I'm there already. It clearly hasn't made me feel any better. Any recommendations?

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Hey man, my generation is just searching for meaning in a meaningless time, ya know?

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@mmmman: I'd give you advice, but I'm not sure what your post is getting at. I've read a few times and it's still confusing me

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You sir, sound like you are having a great night.

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jump head first into your passion, if you don't have one find one. Find a nice girl or guy to talk to. Go out to your favorite local restaurant and have a nice dinner or just get yourself immerse in the new Pokemon game. Or just stay inside, watch some funny movies and get laid/wack off and call it a night. Its life friend, plenty to enjoy.

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@naru_joe93: I'm not sure advice is what I'm going for. I've got 'Bangerz' on and I'm just a bit afloat. Pure venting, brother.

Though thanks for the thought.

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This is better than Brothers.

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Hey, hey, hey, hey...

Smoke weed e'ery day.

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@mmmman said:

@colourful_hippie: Oh, I'm there already. It clearly hasn't made me feel any better. Any recommendations?

Embrace the darkness behind your eyelids.

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i'll drink to that.

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In vino veritas, my friend. If you think that when drunk, you are not you, you have the situation entirely backwards.

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@mmmman said:

@naru_joe93: I'm not sure advice is what I'm going for. I've got 'Bangerz' on and I'm just a bit afloat. Pure venting, brother.

Though thanks for the thought.

well, its good to vent things out, though doing it on an internet forum might be a little safe for it to make a meaningful difference

If Im interpretting your post correctly, you're split between two different schools of thought. Letting loose or being straight laced, and how neither side sums you up as a person AND how it's putting a brick wall infront of your lifes progression. And, honestly, there's nothing I can say to help.

All I know is I was friends with people who drank because they thought they 'had' to do it to be normal/have fun, and I no longer talk to those people. Alcohol takes away one of the greatest things afforded to humanity, and that is voluntary thought and action. Personally, I like having complete control over myself.

On the other end, following a straight road to the end of your existance is extremely unrewarding.

So how can you live your life on your own terms, feeling some sort of fulfillment, and not have to rely on drugs and alcohol to do it? I'm not really sure...

To end my comment, Im only 20 and have found myself pondering a similar dilemma, though my lack of experience affords no bearing to my current opinion. All I can hope for is that things will make more sense as I get older, and if not I'll have to MAKE it make sense, or risk losing a lot.

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@pr1mus said:

This is better than Brothers.

I COULDN'T BREATHE FOR A COUPLE SECONDS DAMMIT

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I was bored at home and went to see Gravity. Maybe go do that, I dunno. By yourself, doesn't matter.

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You have to find some balance. Extremes will almost always lead you to blindness. Be aware of yourself and pursue balance.

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You have to find some balance. Extremes will almost always lead you to blindness. Be aware of yourself and pursue balance.

I really dont think it's that easy for the majority of people. Finding balance in this crazy restrictive, fucked up world is (probably) difficult. I guess I don't have enough experience to say either way, but it really doesn't seem that simple.

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#28  Edited By TruthTellah

@naru_joe93 said:

@truthtellah said:

You have to find some balance. Extremes will almost always lead you to blindness. Be aware of yourself and pursue balance.

I really dont think it's that easy for the majority of people. Finding balance in this crazy restrictive, fucked up world is (probably) difficult. I guess I don't have enough experience to say either way, but it really doesn't seem that simple.

It's certainly not easy, but that's independent of this world. You are who you are regardless of the world around you. The only thing we can ever completely control is how we are as an individual, as we can't always control any other factor. Sometimes, everything can be taken away from you, and it's in those times that you can better see what makes you who you are independent of circumstance.

Fortunately, it doesn't take feeling like you've lost everything to come to that conclusion and seek some balance in who you are; it just takes realizing that it's something to pursue in your life.

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The madman's explanation of a thing is always complete, and often in a purely rational sense satisfactory. Or, to speak more strictly, the insane explanation, if not conclusive, is at least unanswerable; this may be observed specially in the two or three commonest kinds of madness. If a man says (for instance) that men have a conspiracy against him, you cannot dispute it except by saying that all the men deny that they are conspirators; which is exactly what conspirators would do. His explanation covers the facts as much as yours. Or if a man says that he is the rightful King of England, it is no complete answer to say that the existing authorities call him mad; for if he were King of England that might be the wisest thing for the existing authorities to do. Or if a man says that he is Jesus Christ, it is no answer to tell him that the world denies his divinity; for the world denied Christ's.

Imagination does not breed insanity. Exactly what does breed insanity is reason. Poets do not go mad; but chess-players do. Mathematicians go mad, and cashiers; but creative artists very seldom. I am not, as will be seen, in any sense attacking logic: I only say that this danger does lie in logic, not in imagination.
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Google suicide and grab that 1-800 number.

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I remember my first beer.

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If the room starts spinning get to the bathroom.

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@andorski said:

Hey, hey, hey, hey...

Smoke weed e'ery day.

At first i was like 'yeah' but then I remembered he died and was like, 'aww, man'. Such a bummer.

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babby's first existential breakdown

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Are you a freshmen philosophy major?

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Uhhhhhh.... happy Saturday night.

Be sure to bring some water to bed. You're likely to have a much worse hangover if you don't re-hydrate.

Also, and just trust me here, don't drink and post.

...no wait, please drink and post more.

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Man,some of these comments are straight up dickish. We all know you're the coolest kids in the schoolyard, do you really have to be snarky pricks about it?

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#39  Edited By TehBuLL

You should probably puke. That will make it feel better. Also take your contacts out before you goto sleep.

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im drunk... also what...

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#41  Edited By Kazona

Your problem is thinking it has to be either, or. Just be your damn self and you'll eventually be surrounded with the right people.

And, seriously, don't drink because you think it's what you have to do in order to be part of the group. Fuck the group, have some character instead.

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Get over yourself.

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Fake your own life.

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Oh I bet you're just a barrel of laughs at all the coolest parties in town.

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The biggest problem with it all is choice, isn't it?

Where does one go when one faces the actual brick wall of drunken realisation? Home. Or McDonalds. Where do you head when you dually realise that the people that are perpetuating your actions and the people who are holding you back are both fundamentally trying to kill you? Stop being paranoid or get better friends. Either way go to McDonalds. Especially when you are trying to kill - albeit slowly - yourself ? Well you shouldn't do that. Drink tea and watch Six Feet Under. That show was pretty good. What if the escapism of alcoholism is clearly the best resort? I doubt it is. Trust me on the Six Feet Under thing. What if none of the shit that you find yourself tied to is actually representative of your true character? Own your actions, you are what you do. That's not a joke. What if you feel that the roast Sunday you are about to host is simply a shallow way of making yourself feel worthwhile? Fuck it, I love Sunday roast. Even if everything else is shit still make a roast... this is also not a joke. What if you are so tired and drunk that you don't want to go to sleep for fear of losing yourself again? Do like what they guy in that movie Momento did and tattoo notes on yourself. Maybe use a pen first and see if you like them. Or text yourself a reminder. Or buy post-it notes. What if you are so scared of change that you undermine it with incessant triviality? What if you hide behind overly complicated words and vague sentences to sound cool and "emotional"? What if you are smarter than you ever let on to others? You're so smart that you get drunk and have a online hissy fit on a video game website? Like, high school sucks, I get it... What if you are too young to feel old, yet too old to feel young? What if you're too sleepy to feel tired, yet too gassy to feel hungry? Seriously, are you like 14? What if you keep insisting on implementing magenta text on tenuously related images to head your posts? This part actually makes sense. What if - however much you hate your own pitiful and unskilled grasp of the English language - you love the way you talk about things? Keep a diary and pray you enemies never get a hold of it, but secretly you hope they do and realise how "deep" you are. What if you undermined this entire list by holding it in higher esteem than it was initially written under? Did you notice you have 99 posts? I hope your 100th is a good as this one!! Also, we can see your post history... played Second Life, you'll enjoy it.

You know what you should do -- charity work. Do something for someone else who will never thank you ... get some perspective on life.

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Blog of the year.

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Amen, brother.

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I drink a lot too.

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#48  Edited By joshwent

Man, you're smart. All those words. Makin' sense, but not making sense just enough to seem interesting. Man, you're smart.

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@pandabear: Come now, he wasn't expecting a sober response.