I have alot of so called friends. Mostly they just ignore me like I don't exist. Even my best friend for the last 12+ years treats me like crap. I haven't hung out with a friend of mine in years. I don't know if there is something wrong with me or not. There is one person who I think I would be pretty close to but he moved to another city so we don't get to hang out very often. I don't know what to do. I always had this dream that as I became an adult I would get to have all these awesome adult frienships like on "How I met your mother" or something. But other than my girlfriend I have no real day to day friends. I mean there is this long list of people who I love and would do anything for, but I don't think that they feel the same way about me. I don't understand what I am doing wrong. I offer up everything I have, and get nothing in return.