@Toxeia said:
Today's medication is yesterdays drill a hole in your head to get rid of the evil spirits. Being depressed isn't a medical condition that you need to shove pills into your gullet for. Depression is telling you that you need to make yourself happy - usually by doing something productive.
I'm sure I'd be declared clinically depressed, but kids today are diagnosed with ADD/ADHD because they can't focus in school (yet put in 6 hours at a time playing video games).
It's just not that black & white. Clinical depression is in many cases aided by the consumption of pills. Yes, doing something yourself is an important step, but it's a fucking hard step to take sometimes, & that, at least from what a former GP once told me, is what SSRI drugs are for, to help you find the motivation to go out for a long walk in the park, or to go to college instead of laying all day in your bed in the foetal position. You are just grossly over-simplifying things. Depression is often due to a chemical imbalance in your brain, & if you can take a pill to help that then who the fuck are you to look down on someone like that?
There's already a massive stigma on people with mental health issues, including one leading British employer saying he'd probably not hire anyone who had attempted suicide previously, regardless of their other qualifications. So less of that.
@Drebin_893 said:
I'm fine, and as such don't really "understand" mental health problems like Depression.
I absolutely get what you mean. It's a very hard to understand what goes on in the minds of others, & I think western culture is pretty poor at dealing with issues of the brain. Epsecially as I think that there's a reason why, despite living in relative comfort & ease compared to our ancestors, mental health problems are at an all time high. And it's not just pharmaceutical companies making shit up so they can sell drugs, nor that diagnostic methods & understanding of the brain have come on leaps & bounds in the modern era. A mix of things.
I'm a month away from turning 28 & I think I went through a good 13 or 14 years up until the point I was 25 before I finally twigged that regular & vivid thoughts on suicide weren't a "normal" thought process for the majority of people. That I had a problem that I couldn't just get over by myself. But part of the issue is that with a condition which makes you apathetic it can be very tricky to find the motivation to get the help you require, or so I've found in my own experiences. The medical system really ground me down, go to a GP, open up to them, get passed along to the CMHT for an evaluation, then some other mental health nurse, & after about 6-8 weeks where my mood hasn't really changed, & I've just fucked about in bureaucracy it gets disheartening & so I start calling up to rearrange appointments, then cancelling outright & just going back to day to day stuff. It hit me really bad in '09 & I ended up dropping out of a college course I was so excited about just 2 months before.
In fact this thread is kind of timely as I've recently been contemplating going to the GP again, probably been 9 months since my last attempt. But I guess after another half-hearted attempt at a suicide attempt (yeah, don't buy the people who glibly dismiss suicide as a cowards way out because it's a pretty difficult thing to do, go against your own programming to stay alive) it's about time to have another go, plus maybe mention something about a suspected eating disorder. Binge Eating yo, not much fun. But self-diagnosis is a dangerous thing, I mean I could suggest a whole host of personality disorders & the like I could maybe fit in with after reading the DSM, but that's really not helpful.
Worst thing about depression, more than the suicidal ideation, the self-harm, the lack of confidence, the apathy, the lack of energy, is the boredom. Because really, 98% of the time it's an incredibly boring thing to deal with. You spend so much time in your own head, over-analysing your own thoughts, & then the lack of motivation means going & doing new things is just so hard when you could spend all day laying in bed watching an entire season of The Sopranos, only getting out of bed to visit the toilet or go to the door to pay the pizza delivery man. And even you find it in you to go out you can be a real drag; I find that I'm pretty dull & quiet to be a round in a large group scenario unless I've had some booze to oil up my talky gears. But then sometimes on alcohol, maybe 5% of the time, it can make my depression worse, make me just intolerable & selfish & whiny to be around. But fuck it, worth that risk to actually get out & see friends, right?
See? Self-indulgent. Fucking nora I wrote a lot of bollocks. TL;DR, Depression sucks, hope you never have to experience it man.
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