As some of you already know, I’m going through a very rough time. Not only do I have these mental issues and other problems that I’ve openly told everyone here on Giantbomb, but there are serious family troubles. I am very sad to say that things are getting worse.
Yesterday it has been confirmed that my dad has cancer again (He had it in his left kidney first), but it’s in his lower spine bone now. He also has a cyst on this only kidney (right), and it’s not for sure yet if it’s cancerous as well. Though the bone cancer may be treatable, his job and the medical doctors will not really want him to work anymore. Once his job finds out, he will be forced to take medical retirement. The medical retirement will not be enough for us to survive on, so the only option is declaring bankruptcy. Even if I were to get a job, it wouldn’t be enough to support us all. We will be losing many things, but at least we were able to enjoy the materials before they are taken away. It’s silly to get attached to earthly possessions, but it happens. We don’t really need the things we are attached to, because all we need is a roof over our head, food, and transportation. That is the conclusion that I have come to.
Personally, I am scared for what will happen in the future for my parents. I will be continuing my education in business administration, though I’ll end up paying for it myself… but I don’t mind as it’s my business anyway that my parents don’t need to feel obligated to pay for. I love them so much… I don’t want to leave them until I know that they are alright, because I help them in many ways that isn’t describable. I feel like good things will be coming my way, but right now it doesn't seem like it because of my parents struggle.
As for my mental issues, I’m keeping it under control with distractions. The anime thread has been helping tremendously with that, because there are some really great ones that I watched! The video games are helping too. I want as many distractions as possible.
Yesterday, I was in shock... but I still will be online here and there like always. Maybe not as responsive or long winded though…
To those who have been kind to me, thank you. Please send good thoughts, prayers, wishes, or whatever you all want to call it my way… if that isn’t too much to ask.
Again… thank you,
I happened to like the Eden of the East series, and I loved the closing credits... because it made me think that the concepts of the explosion, pencil, and other animations should be integrated in the upcoming Paper Mario for 3DS. Some really great ideas here! I cannot understand what the song is saying, but strangely enough I like it... it's sticking inside my head. So, no post of mine is complete without a song!