Such a easy question to ask such a difficult one to answer.
I think agree is the wrong word to use in this situation. Understand would probably have been a better word. I don't know if I agree with Joel, but I definitely understood why he acted as he did. From his perspective it makes perfect sense... and I don't know... maybe I do actually agree with him.
You have to look at it from Joel's perspective: Is the world worth saving? He lost his daughter at the hands of the military, the people that should have protected them. He then went on to do all kinds of heinous shit in order to survive the 20 years after the death of his daughter. Now we know from the beginning that Joel is a survivor who is willing to do close to anything in order to survive and protect the ones he love, heck you might say he chooses the ultimate sacrifice in the end: He lies to one of the few people he really cares for, probably the person he cares for the most, and possibly dooms humanity to go extinct. But it is already forshadowed in the beginning that Joel is willing to go the extra mile to protect his loved ones. When Joel, Tommy and Sarah drives by the family on the road Tommy, or Sarah (I can't remember), say that they should pick them up but Joel is quick to say no. He doesn't want to take any chances. So we already know that Joel is a survivor: It's him and his closets before anyone else.
Also most people you meet outside the Quarantine Zones are most likely not the friendliest bunch. Joel even admits that he has been on both sides: After the ambush Ellie asks how Joel knew it was an ambush and he admits that he has been in the same shoes as those people that are trying to kill them. He knows what kind of horrible things humans are capable of in the name of survival cause he has done some of the those horrible things himself.
I don't think Joel trusts people, and I understand why, except for a very select few. So from Joels perspective is humanity worth saving? Is it worth sacrificing the one person who you love like you loved your own daughter? As cliché as it may sound I think a part of Joel died with Sarah and Ellie managed to reawaken that side of Joel again after 20 long years. Joel felt love again. Joel loves Ellie in the same way he loved Sarah. Neil Druckman said an interesting thing regarding Joel and Ellie's relationship: Joel needs Ellie more than Ellie needs Joel. By the end of the game Joel CAN'T lose "his" daughter again. It will break him. It probably almost broke him the first time, granted we don't exactly know what happened but we know it wasn't nice to put it midly for as Joel's brother Tommy said: "I still have nightmares from those years."
But if it were to happen again Joel would breakdown completely. There would be no way back for him. He simply can't let Ellie die, not like this, and he will fight with everything he got to make sure it doens't happen even if it were to kill him. It's simply not an option by the end of the game for Joel.
On top of that we don't even know if the operation would have even worked and who's to say that the fireflies would not have abused the vaccine in their own interest?
So I don't know if Joel did the right thing if you look at the broader picture, but how many would really have thought of the broader picture in his situation? I know I probably wouldn't have. "Oh the one person I love like my own daughter will very likely die so you may get a vaccine that may or may not work? Cool!" I doubt most people would react like that.
Joel might not be a hero, but he's a believable imperfect human that makes very imperfect human decisions and for that I will always remember him more than most other video game characters.
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