357 podcasts. 32.4 days long in total. And I never could bring myself to delete a single one from my iTunes. The Giant Bombcast filled a void. I often talked about Vinny, Brad, Jeff, and Ryan, as if they were friends or family, though I'd never met or communicated with any of them. And now Ryan Davis is no more. Yes, he's just a video game journalist. Yes, I shouldn't be upset. But I mourn his loss. It's silly of me and irrational. But, I can't believe a new week won't bring another episode introduced by his enthusiastic "It's Tueeeesdaaay." RIP Big guy. Part of me still hopes this is a sick joke. Because I can forgive that. The alternative is still too sad to comprehend.