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Epic Rant #5 - Abandonation

 Hello giantbomb community, i`m back with my bitch fits, but this time I feel this one is more necessary, abandonation.
 
Now, i`ve actually gave this word some thought, after looking up the definition, I figured out that abandonation isn`t even a word, but I can "kinda" see why it isn`t, but, sense I can`t exactly think of a way to define this made up word, so let`s just say that it means the same thing as abandon, but more in a repetitive sense, I know that didn`t make much sense, but just think about hard enough, than you can understand what i`m trying to say.
 
Well, back to the point, i`m bitching about this because i`ve actually been a victim, and witnessed it, abandonation can be used in quite a few different ways, and i`m about to point out every single one and why it`s horrible.
 

# 1 - Animal Abandonation

Alrighty, well, animal abandonation is one problem we have in america, usually, if you see neighbors or something with dogs, or cats, or any other animal for that matter, usually the animal was bought for the entertainment of a ( usually ) child, people who are lonely, and protection. Now, I, unfortunately, have been responsible for one of these horrible actions, i`ll get to that later, but anyways, I feel that first of all, animals should be treated like family, just think about it, what if YOU were used for someones entertainment, that you exist just so that you can entertain someone then eventually left to die out in the dust, yeah, it sucks. I have these one neighbors who actually killed their dog, these two little kids were just being stupid and started throwing these HUGE ASS rocks, eventually, it just stopped moving, then started crying to their father saying that lighting just died, and the obviously didn`t give a fuck about the animal after buying a new one a few weeks later, cold souls they have, I mean, how could you wanna kill something like this? But anyways, back to the "abandon" part, it`s sadly a normal thing in america to find stray dogs, now i`m not gonna keep on bitchin about it being in america, because in Dominican Republic, there are stray`s EVERYWHERE, so, I guess it`s not too much of a problem here, but that doesn`t mean it`s a problem in general. Also, I sadly, have abandoned my animals before, actually, scratch that, I have abandoned AN ANIMAL before, I used to have a hamster, I named it Carl, it was a pretty awesome hamster, he was pretty energetic, which I don`t really see often, but, I brought him over to a friends house about a 3 hour drive away from my house, so, I brought him over, while I was there, I set his cage on this little table, and left him there, so, nobody fed him, so I felt that I should, because i`m pretty sure I would want someone to feed me if I was hungry, so, I did, after I fed him some of that good stuff I let him out the cage to run around, they didn`t have any other animal around the house, so I was good, I left to go play some horror PS2 game, so, we were playing, and I jumped after being scared half to death, and then I feel my foot having this wierd, mushy feeling... ( sigh ), I stepped on Carl, after having his blood and gut`s smeared all over my foot and wood floor, I immediately started crying, at the time, it wasn`t because I loved my hamster, it was the fact that I accidentally killed an animal using my massive weight, it scared the shit out of me, and I was just unbelievably crushed, it felt like my heart just dropped to my stomach. After many years, I never looked at my foot the same way, having to look at my right foot always just remembering what i`ve done with it just crushes me, even to this day, I feel like such a dick, which is one of the reason`s why I kinda hated myself for a few weeks at the time. I probably made it sound worse than what it really was, but I feel that it was necessary to explain my emotion at the time. I have gotten over Carl, but I will never forget him and how much of a pal he was.

# 2 - Object Abandonation

Yeah, I know, sounds really stupid at first, but if you look deep into your soul, your gonna totally see where i`m coming from, and your probably going to realize that there`s SOMETHING that you abandoned that you wish you never did. Lemme explain, Object abandonation is when you have a certain object that you have had but either lost it, had it stolen, or forgot about it. So, why does object abandonation suck?, well, in all honesty, it doesn`t suck " all the time ", but certain object`s can be very crucial in your life or very important to you, now, I have NEVER lost an important object, but I can imagine the pain that I would feel if I lost a certain one, for example, let`s pretend I lost something my grandmother gave to me, actually, she gave me this gold necklace that has the Dominican Flag on it, it really means a`lot to me, first, it represent`s my culture and race, but more importantly, my late grandmother gave it to me. Now, let`s say I wear it to school and leave it on my desk, I leave to the restroom, and I come back and realize it`s gone, yeah, imagine your relative giving you something important to you, or something you`ve had for a long time, and some ass-hole just goes and steals it. Yeah, think about it, isn`t there anything that someone gave to you that means something? what if someone just stole it, and then sold it, wouldn`t you feel like crap? I know I would, I mean, MY DEAD GRANDMOTHER gave that to me, and to see that someone steals it just because it looks shiny? to me, that certain object means more than what it`s worth in currency.

# 3 - Self Issue Abandonation

Alrighty, self issue abandonation is when you just abandon your own issue`s in life, if you know what I mean, if you need an example, let`s say that you need to sell 200 ticket`s to a concert for some kind of band or musical artist, but you have issue`s at home that`s getting you depressed, so, you just kinda get the " aaaw screw it ' attitude, now, the reason why I think this is bad is because, well, not only are you hurting yourself, but your hurting the people around you, how you may ask? well, with that attitude you can end up bankrupt, an addict, depressed, and eventually, dead. It can also effect the people around you by, one, being depressed and bitchy can piss people off, and worry about you, with the attitude you have, that`ll just make you even more bitchy, which is, again, really bad. The second reason why this can effect the people around you is the bankrupt thing, what if you have kids? how are you going to support them? really, the only way for them to have a home is to go to a friend`s or relative`s house, and what if THEY have some financial troubles, they might not be able to help ( but, your parent`s will ALWAYS be there, hopefully ), thing`s will go REALLY bad for you, and it`s not just if you have kids, you could live by yourself, but still have issues, plus, with that attitude you`ll find it difficult to find a job, and eventually, everything will just hit rock bottom, NOT a good thing. Now, actually, this issue I have actually dealt with, it was actually girl troubles ( get ready for a pussy sob story about girls -_- ), at the time, I had horrible self esteem and self confidence, I was trying to be the class clown, which actually works well for me, but I get in WAAAAY too much trouble, I actually got suspended for cursing out my teacher by calling him a " dick head " because he`s bald, which to me was hilarious, but wasn`t for my math teacher, now, usually girls LOVE funny dudes, and I actually got plenty of them, but my grades sunk, but at the time, I felt that it was worth it( yeah, THAT`S how desperate I was to get girls ). Now, there was this one chick, who was the first girl I ever fell in love with, we were good friends, she even told me she kinda liked me, it was pretty awesome knowing that at least ONE girl liked me in my whole life, but, I fucked up, she tried to get me jealous so that she could get more attention out of me, now, I gave her enough attention, I wanted her to come up to me and strike up a conversation, but, that doesn`t work in the world of this chick, so, in front of everybody in class, I hugged her, so, she started bitchin saying that I shouldn`t have done that in front of her friends, so " literally ", I yelled out " Oh, alright then, I see how it is, don`t ever fucking talk to me ever again ", so , I figured that would make me get over her, but nope, she said she hated me and never would wanna talk to me ever again, and regretted ever having feelings for me, yeah, it doesn`t end there, she started to try to be nice to me, so she flirted with me for a while, then went back to make out with her boyfriend, so, in front of everyone in front of the bus, I called her a hoe, yup, that`s where I fucked myself up, mmmhhhm, I haven`t felt so heartbroken in my entire life. Well, that`s my issue with this little dilemma. ( Just to add, being single ROCKS! you can totally flirt with girls and not get in trouble for it! wooot! )

# 4 - Beliefs and Other Shit Abandonation AKA B.O.S.A. ( in ways, hypocrisy )

Yup, i`m adding this is, now, to make this one basic, hypocrisy is acting like you believe in something that you don`t really believe in, for example, some people at my school pretend to be atheist because apparently it`s " cool ". Now, hypocrisy and abandonation of your beliefs and other shit are two different things, now what B.O.S.A. is, it`s basically when you believe in something then completely abandon it, now, in way`s, it`s not a bad thing, in some cases it could actually be a good thing, but, i`m here to bitch about the bad things ( because that`s what my epic rant`s are all about, in case you haven`t noticed ), now, the reason why abandoning B.O.S.A. can be bad is because, one, sometimes that can make yourself look like a hypocrite unless you have a really good reason you left your belief, now, as for the " other shit ", some people abandon things like hobbies, collecting, or "other shit", now, the reason why I think it sucks is because you most likely have done one of these things (including beliefs in some cases) for a while because, you like it, you think it`s fun, or whatever your reason may be. One good example I have is, giving up gaming, I actually was on the verge of abandoning my game collection, why? I felt I was getting a little to old for that, but ( obviously ), I have not quit gaming, because I like it, it`s awesome, but the sad truth is, I know I will eventually have to quit playing games, I do intend on having a family when i`m older, and I can`t sit down all day on the couch playing red dead redemption, I have a family to feed, but anyways, abandoning some of your beliefs are actually needed to proceed in life, but, it`s no doubt that abandoning things like these SUCK ASS.

# 5 - Abandoning Your Family...

(sigh), I honestly didn`t wanna think of this one, but, it is needed in order to finish this epic rant, now, if you seriously don`t know what i`m getting at, abandoning your family is problems like divorce, financial issues, and sadly, laziness. Now, this one to me is the worst one, my father actually left my mom around the time I was nine, I`ve always had this wierd relationship with my dad, I loved him, but at the same exact time I hated his guts, I always think of what a douche he is, just leaving my mom, his children he`s had, just so that he can have sex with another woman, it`s really sad, he actually has two kids with this other woman, I met her, and I did show respect to her, because I feel better knowing i`m not being lowered down to my father`s level. One thing that also pisses me off, I haven`t seen my dad in about four years, now, not to sound like a pervy sicko, but I have to admit, that step mom is pretty hot, but that doesn`t give you an excuse to just leave the family like that, and, in all honesty, if I saw my dad right now, I would probably punch him in the face, heck, I would probably start grabbing the kitchen utensils and just start stabbing the crap out of him, now, i`m gonna try not to keep making this seem personal, but if I do I apologize, first, whoever this person is that abandoned you, the one, haven`t seen you grow up if you haven`t, and if you did they aren`t there to see you and your progress your having right now, second, it really just proves that they pretty much didn`t give a fuck about you if they have no problem just leaving, and third, this implies only if this type of person is your father or mother, it feels like you were born just because of their sexual urges, well, that`s what I feel at least. So, I don`t have intentions on seeing my father any time soon, but if I do just happen to run into him, I already know what i`m gonna do : P
 
Alrighty guy`s, sorry for the long read, just had to get this topic out of the way, if you read, then thank you, like seriously I know I say that in every rant I write, but if you seriously read all of this I sincerely thank you and am really impressed that you read this, and if you get offended in any way, then, i`m sorry, i`m just saying the truth. So, if ya want, tell me if you can relate to any of these issue`s, and if your just here to troll, well, here it is, have fun man.
 
PEACE!
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