Cuddy

the interesting studio is naughtydog and thats because they actually make games that appeals to me.

the Santa monica studio has one or two things that i love, but yeah the sony first party stuff has been a bit boring for a while. i hope all their studios step up their game and well... make good games when it comes to the ps4

A reboot of the legacy of kain series maybe? soul reaver side in specific... that last game defiance was the worst and just lazy... :-X

but i would honestly like to see another system shock game...

I have alot of consoles and im not at all bothered with sony not having backwardscompability in the ps4, i can still use my old console to play those games that i want to play. and im pretty sure that will in the end fall into the category off me missing the Souls games and going back for a few hours to play em again when it comes to the ps3.

the thing i think alot of the people being pissed off at sony concerning the backwards compability, boils down to the less fortunate when it comes to the cash. i can see lots of people wanting to sell off their old ps3 to fund the ps4 and that is why they want to have backwardscompability so that they can play the select games they really liked from the ps3.

in the end im happy with what sony is doing with this coming console, especially on the hardware side the x86 will help them alot when it comes to 3rd party support. And i hope this will help boost the pc port quality that has been just awful for the most part the last two years. a increasingly depressing trend :S

ive been playing lots of dark souls again lately and my ps3 controller is well used... so... if i hold to tight to the controller and maybe twist it a little in excitement, it more or less presses every button on the controller changing weapons and using estus flasks or similar and that usually means i die and me screaming in anger at the controller. but ive never broken anything in pure anger... but im stupid amounts close to it at this point.

the thing is that i know if i buy a new controller now, then when i will be playing dark souls next time with the old controller it will take its last moments of functionality flying out the 3rd floor window on to the pavement... >:-)

@oldenglishc said:

I feel like I should warn you about this asshole. I never got the magician s-link past level 4 because everything this guy said made me want to kick puppies.

Worst.Character.Ever.

Yeah i hated him aswell! i can say this thou! in the end he learns a valueable lesson and realizes how stupid and what a asshole he is.

a girl that i miss

" @Cuddy said:

" Love is strange and it can really make you blind to alot of things. watch the movie 500 days of summer and you will understand what i mean. are you really sure it was all good between you both? my EX likes me... and still likes me. but is she in love with me? no. she called it off because she doesnt love me. and she had the curtsey to say so.  a few weeks before she dumped me i noticed but never put my mind to it a distance she took with me... she didnt feel the same... she didnt act the same... and then one day when she have had time to think she told me that she wanted to call it off. to me it was like a thunderbolt struck from the heavens. my heart bled.  maybe your girl will come back to you or she might not but you should not try hard and get her back... she has made a choice. you as a person should respect her choice and if she comes back and cries and wants you back.   then think carefully about it, do you really want to? "

Hmm, that's a good way to think about it. This one is odd because she did say she loved me and even the day before we broke up she said so, she just sounded totally confused. I honestly think she felt smothered with all of our future talk only two months in, sometimes going to fast is the quickest way to ruin things and that's that happened. She was in a relationship for 5 years once and that ended very badly for her, I wonder if she feels that she's not ready for another serious relationship as the same thing could happen? Who knows, that life! "

Love is strange and it can really make you blind to alot of things. watch the movie 500 days of summer and you will understand what i mean. are you really sure it was all good between you both? my EX likes me... and still likes me. but is she in love with me? no. she called it off because she doesnt love me. and she had the curtsey to say so. 
 
a few weeks before she dumped me i noticed but never put my mind to it a distance she took with me... she didnt feel the same... she didnt act the same... and then one day when she have had time to think she told me that she wanted to call it off. to me it was like a thunderbolt struck from the heavens. my heart bled. 
 
maybe your girl will come back to you or she might not but you should not try hard and get her back... she has made a choice. you as a person should respect her choice and if she comes back and cries and wants you back.  
 
then think carefully about it, do you really want to?

the worst you can do if she/he broke up with you is try to stay friends... cuz dude it only prolongs the thing... at this point in time im happily singel and just have some fun with my best friend, and i just feel like... well... Fuck it... why should i get a new girlfriend unless someone really captures my heart again and that will probably take some time.