You are a hell of a writer, thank you for this. 2020 my Dad went through some major health issues, and for a time we were not sure if he would make it. We were lucky in that he has recovered and is doing well now. But that profound sense of foreboding grief, as it feels the world was falling down around you, was almost too much to bear. Reading this made me understand that maybe I had not yet let go of some of those feelings I lived with for most of last year.
I am sorry for your loss, and once again thank you for such a thoughtful piece on a touching game.
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