falserelic

I was having a bad day, but after hearing this I'M SO EXCITED! I just can't hide it anymore man, I feel like I'm about to lose control...and I think I like it.

No.

I've seen so many of his movies when I was a kid, sad to hear that he passed away.

I asked her out today and I'm conflicted. She said sure, but we didn't setup a day. We're both busy all this week, but I tried to see if I could hangout on Saturday( Since we're both off). She said she had to do something with her mother on that day. I don't know if it was an excuse, but then she was acting kinda strange. She seem concerned and wasn't as talky. I never brought up about me calling last night, and she never mentioned it so I let it go. Now I won't call her unless she calls me, maybe I fucked things up.

I'm 21 and she's 18 aleast from what she said.

Yeah, my life sucked as a teen. I lacked a social life, and I wasn't the most confident guy back then either. Even though I wish I had my shit together back then, I just didn't.

I think for me I don't want to come across as pushy. Especially after what my co-worker told me, even he said not having a license isn't good.

(I'm just going to get to the point)

I'm abit upset and feel like an idiot. Somehow my co-worker asked ''why don't you date joey''. I was unaware of it until he told me about it. From what he told me she knows I like her, but just wants to be friends for now, and doesn't want to rush into things like her sister. I really hated that he decided to do that out the blue. I was going to ask her myself on two occasions yesterday, but other co-workers was around and I didn't feel like it was the right time.

Anyway, she did hugged me again and my co-worker seen it. After she left I ended up talking with my co-worker, and he's been talking with her too. He thought that she liked him aswell, and at this point I'm thinking maybe she's just friendly, but from what I told him and he told me there's some differences.

1. He never got a hug from her once or her number.

2. He doesn't know her as much as me.

3. She never really offered to hangout with him during lunch.

Now I'm just confused and don't know what to think. I did decide to call her after work last night, but she didn't answer. I ended up feeling like an idiot, but something was bothering me. I did talk with her abit yesterday and she mentioned a guy named Danny. A friend of her's that she's been knowing for 3 years. She knows that he likes her, but everytime they talk he doesn't say much. I found it odd that she told me about him.

If she found out I went to a strip club that would be bad. I told her about my experience in Vegas. I told her I went places and got drunk, and of course she asked what kind of places. I said you know just places then I tried to see if she had a boyfriend. By saying ''if you have a boyfriend Vegas would be alot fun'' she giggled so I don't know. Then first time when I went to hug her in the backroom. I did the friend hug where you slap the five and hug from the side, but she said she wanted a normal hug, hug me again so I did. Then she was talking about walking up to the bookstore during lunch, but I would rather have a day to ourselves. Because I don't want to go back to work when I'm having fun.

There was a co-worker at my job that told me the samething, but when I was 330 pounds I had no girls interested in me. On top of that I've spent years pretty much by myself and feeling like a waste of life. I've long since lost that weight and got an ego boost, and now I just want to have some fun. There's co-workers at my job that's seeing each other, they seem happy. I'm tired of being shy and just sitting back, I done with that shit.