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I decided to really go back and listen to all of them. For the most part it makes me feel better to hear him having a great time with his friends, but every so often it hits me and I have to turn it off.

Also, that's an awesome deep cut, mosespippy, I can't wait to listen to that.

Oh man, the Gatoraid review at the beginning of the very first episode is sooo great.

@nekusakuraba: According to my podcast app, that's approximately 750 hours. Fuck it, let's do it. Arrow Pointing Down Podcast Beta, go!

@simplexity: I'm in the same boat. I wish i knew one person irl to whom this means as much. How do you examine something like this? How do you convey that this guy from the Internet was so much more than just some guy from the Internet?

I've been dealing with the same feelings since I found out. Two days ago I wouldn't have remembered the last time I actually broke down and cried. Now the answer is a couple hours ago. Not to even mention in the future when I listen to tonight's Bombcast. But, like so many, I never met him. Jenn Frank said this in her amazing post about Ryan:

"My heart also breaks for Ryan’s many, many fans and listeners, some of whom have taken to Twitter to wonder whether it’s strange or indecent to feel so shattered. No, it isn’t."

For some reason that did it for me. I'm not going to worry about wether I should be feeling so many feelings. He obviously meant more to me than I ever realized. Gah, fuck.

Thanks guys. I'm going to hunt these down.

@pinner458: Exactly, me too. I tried to tell a friend about it, but I couldn't figure out how to explain it.

@adnrewn: I agree, but I like to think they want/need to do it for themselves and for Ryan. He was proud of the fact they never miss a week.

Guys, this is going to be a tough one...

I'm not sure it's a good idea, but I'm planning a 10 hour Bombcast marathon to get me through work tomorrow. Any suggestions? I've been listening for years but no specific dates spring to mind. If not I'll just grab some random stuff. There are no sub-par Bombcasts.

I teared up just seeing the word "Podcast" from Patrick in my twitter feed. This will be one Bombcast I don't listen to at work, I have a feeling I'm gonna start blubbering before I even press play.

Jesus, how fucking hardcore are these guys? One thing's for sure... NOTHING. STOPS. THE FUCKING. BOMBCAST.